nursery

well i told the hubby that if we were to have a boy then he could pick out the bedding and such for the nursery...with my approval of course!. and that if it was a girl i would be the one picking out all of that stuff...with some help from him of course! ;)  haha

well we're having a boy as you all know, so it is time to start looking and getting ideas. Rob has said he would like Wesley's room to be some type of car theme. (great as if the normal boy nursery decor selection wasnt small enough). So i shall soon be on the look out for a car themed bed set to base the nursery off of, wish me luck!!


God bless!!

Baby love is a....

Yesterday we had our apt to find out is baby love is a BOY or a GIRL!  After the ultrasound tech. checked all of babies organs and important parts and after a few times of emptying half my bladder (which i dont think they realize is easier said than done!) We got to find out what we are having! And to my surprise we are having a BOY!! - i say to my surprise because Rob is the only boy among his sisters! But i guess my dream was right that i had a little while back!! Also recently Rob has been able to feel our little man kick and move! It truely is an amazing feeling! It just makes it that much real to me!

So im sure since i have said what we are having that you all are wondering what we are going to name him. Well to answer that question we have agreed on the name Wesley Joseph! Now to do/finish registries!!

I can already tell he is going to be spoiled, just like his daddy!!

Well thats all i have for now stay tuned for more info! Our next apt is may 8!

God bless!

New puppy

So we decided not long after my sisters left from their visit that our home is a little lonely esp while the other is at work. So we went on the search for a new member to add to our little (growing as we speak) family! We found a puppy, Rob picked his name...Rosco. He was 4 weeks old when we got him, still young to be taken away from mom but they had already weened him (or so they said!) We are happy to have a puppy to keep us up and going - and might i add on our toes at all times, you never know what this little guy is getting into! 

Dont go anywhere, soon we will find out if baby love is a boy or a girl!!

God Bless!

little flutters

Theres nothing i love more then these little fluttering feelings i am feeling in my lower stomach. It makes it that much more real to me, well that and this little belly im getting! But the little flutters are what ive been waiting to feel. Its like little butterflies in my tummy. I cant wait til baby is bigger so the hubby can feel it also, so im not the only one feeling our little teddy bear moving around.

bahh i just cant wait to know what we are having!!

Speaking of the husband, Rob has been so amazing with this pregnancy. Not that its really been hard or anything because i havent had any morning sickness or nausea at all. But every night he rubs lotion on my belly and my back. He also talks to baby love every night! Its seriously the cutest thing ever, melts my heart!! I love seeing how excited he is to become a dad, its soo sweet! Hes the best!!

well time to start getting ready for work!!


God Bless!

One Year

Today marks the day of the hubby and i's one year of marriage! Its hard to believe that it has already been a year! And i honestly couldn't be happier!  A lot has happened this past year, but the only thing that matters to me is that we have stuck together through it all!

Such a Beautiful day! 

 I don't know what i'd do or where i would be without my husband! He is my everything!! Of course just like everyone else we have had our ups and downs, our bad days and our good, but at the end of the day we know we love each other and that's all that matters!

As a couple things seem to be looking up... We are moving on post sometime by the end of the month! Our baby is due August 28th. We have had family from both sides visit, some again at the end of the month! And we are planning to go home hopefully soon- in june. We got a new car. And probably much more that i cant seem to think of right now..

The beginning of the rest of our lives! 

Anyways, I know Rob isn't very excited about eating this one year old cake but i kind of am, just to see if it tastes the same or not! I fail to believe that it will but if it does cool! 

It was neat unwrapping all of the foil and everything else that the cake was packaged in because I kind of forgot for a minute what our cake looked like. But it is just as beautiful as it was a year ago! We'll know by tonight if it tastes as good or not! HAHA! 

3/12/11

My life with him has been nothing short of amazing and i know it can only get better from here, I just cant wait to see how! 

Year one down, many more to come! 

God Bless! 

just be happy

So there comes a time in life when you must sit back and look at your life and realize what really matters and what never really did. I have done this recently. And honestly my view has changed a lot this past year. Life is no longer all about me (not that it ever really was but we all have our moments!)

There are things that happened that one cannot change, but one can try to make it better. There are people that one lets into their lives for a reason, some good some bad.. but its up to you to do something about it! There are better things to worry about rather than, who wore what, who said what, and whose talking to who, who posted what on facebook, and who did what, and who they did what with. Life is way to short to worry about nonsense like that!  Sometimes its just better to let go, but still to keep a memory of the good times.

Worrying about little things like what i put up above and other drama and silly stuff just really isn't worth your time. Instead read a book, call a loved one, hang out with a friend, go for a walk, find a job, watch a movie with your spouse, cook dinner for your kids...anything really just don't sweat the small stuff!

Spend your time with people who are happy and have common thoughts, and you'll be happy! Its as easy as that! You will never be happy unless you try to be.. So lets all just BE HAPPY! (:

I mean honestly i graduated in 2010 and my plan was when doing so to leave all the drama behind me..although i know it didn't work out that way.. but for now on it will, just like it should have from the beginning!

Truth is ive never really been the kind of person that wants all the attention, in fact i hate being the center of attention because i hate being put on the spot, it makes me nervous and i get embarrassed easy. Thats just not who i am.  So i deffinitly dont like having drama and being in the middle of it. I mean ill help out a friend or family member or stick up for myself but other than that no thanks, dont bring it to me!

"you just have to live your life not caring what they think, and shake off the drama and prove to them that you're better than they think you are"

"let go of the drama, let go of the lies. let go of the ones who've made you cry. let go of the past, let go of the pain. let go of the people who live in vain. let go if it all the good and the bad. but dont ever let go of the good times you've had." 

After all what doesnt kill you makes you stronger!


So needless to say my outlook and priorities have changed...i no longer feel the need to be updated on the latest drama..but to be updated on the new things my baby is going through each week as he or she is growing inside of me. I no longer feel the need to always be with friends, for once baby love come's i know all that will change anyways. I no longer feel the need to go by new clothes even though i have plenty, unless of course its for pants that fit and shirts that cover my belly. I no longer feel the need to stay up late every night because going to bed early makes me feel old, now i must or i am cranky and or exhausted through out the day.

Now dont get me wrong im not saying i stay at home all day everyday and do nothing. i clean, and recently started packing for our move on post, and i work, sometimes ill go to the gym with my friend, then occasionally out to lunch. And every now and then ill buy a new top - but a size bigger so i can wear it longer.

My priorities are staying strong and healthy for my baby. And being there for my husband when he gets home after a long day at work. And also working and picking up extra shifts to help provide for my family. And getting things ready for the move. And keeping updated with my family back home. And getting ready for when baby love comes, and finding out as much as i can so i know what to expect so that i don't get stressed out!

I am going to do nothing but surround myself and my family with good people! I want nothing but the best for my family because that is what they deserve!

well enough ranting about this stuff, i have other things to do!

God Bless!

Feb 6th

i have recently realized that i did not post pictures from my ultrasound on Feb 6th.

                        3 days before we got to see our baby we got to hear our babies heart beat it was the most amazing thing i have ever heard! And i was sooo glad that i got to record it on my phone! but sadly i cannot get it to post on here for you all to hear!

                    Feb 6th, it was so incredible to be able to see little baby love in there bouncing around!

Our little teddy bear! 

We are soooo excited and cannot wait to find out what we are having! But no worries, ill keep you updated! 

God Bless!