just be happy

So there comes a time in life when you must sit back and look at your life and realize what really matters and what never really did. I have done this recently. And honestly my view has changed a lot this past year. Life is no longer all about me (not that it ever really was but we all have our moments!)

There are things that happened that one cannot change, but one can try to make it better. There are people that one lets into their lives for a reason, some good some bad.. but its up to you to do something about it! There are better things to worry about rather than, who wore what, who said what, and whose talking to who, who posted what on facebook, and who did what, and who they did what with. Life is way to short to worry about nonsense like that!  Sometimes its just better to let go, but still to keep a memory of the good times.

Worrying about little things like what i put up above and other drama and silly stuff just really isn't worth your time. Instead read a book, call a loved one, hang out with a friend, go for a walk, find a job, watch a movie with your spouse, cook dinner for your kids...anything really just don't sweat the small stuff!

Spend your time with people who are happy and have common thoughts, and you'll be happy! Its as easy as that! You will never be happy unless you try to be.. So lets all just BE HAPPY! (:

I mean honestly i graduated in 2010 and my plan was when doing so to leave all the drama behind me..although i know it didn't work out that way.. but for now on it will, just like it should have from the beginning!

Truth is ive never really been the kind of person that wants all the attention, in fact i hate being the center of attention because i hate being put on the spot, it makes me nervous and i get embarrassed easy. Thats just not who i am.  So i deffinitly dont like having drama and being in the middle of it. I mean ill help out a friend or family member or stick up for myself but other than that no thanks, dont bring it to me!

"you just have to live your life not caring what they think, and shake off the drama and prove to them that you're better than they think you are"

"let go of the drama, let go of the lies. let go of the ones who've made you cry. let go of the past, let go of the pain. let go of the people who live in vain. let go if it all the good and the bad. but dont ever let go of the good times you've had." 

After all what doesnt kill you makes you stronger!


So needless to say my outlook and priorities have changed...i no longer feel the need to be updated on the latest drama..but to be updated on the new things my baby is going through each week as he or she is growing inside of me. I no longer feel the need to always be with friends, for once baby love come's i know all that will change anyways. I no longer feel the need to go by new clothes even though i have plenty, unless of course its for pants that fit and shirts that cover my belly. I no longer feel the need to stay up late every night because going to bed early makes me feel old, now i must or i am cranky and or exhausted through out the day.

Now dont get me wrong im not saying i stay at home all day everyday and do nothing. i clean, and recently started packing for our move on post, and i work, sometimes ill go to the gym with my friend, then occasionally out to lunch. And every now and then ill buy a new top - but a size bigger so i can wear it longer.

My priorities are staying strong and healthy for my baby. And being there for my husband when he gets home after a long day at work. And also working and picking up extra shifts to help provide for my family. And getting things ready for the move. And keeping updated with my family back home. And getting ready for when baby love comes, and finding out as much as i can so i know what to expect so that i don't get stressed out!

I am going to do nothing but surround myself and my family with good people! I want nothing but the best for my family because that is what they deserve!

well enough ranting about this stuff, i have other things to do!

God Bless!