age is but a number

In many cases I hear people saying that I have a lot to learn due to the fact that I am younger than they are, but to me age is but a number...age has nothing to due with what you have yet to learn or not.. you learn by living, and that's what I do. I feel maturity also has nothing to do with age. You learn as you grow and you grow when you learn. No two people are the same... I know people older than I that are a lot more immature than I am but I also know people younger than me that are more mature than I am. It happens, but one thing I hate is when people judge maturity by age. For no matter what I do I try my best and I strive for the best in all things. I may fall every now and then but you can bet your bottom dollar that I pick myself back up and dust myself off and keep going, sometimes it takes me longer than others but I get it done. Right or wrong or indifferent it doesn't matter I will always be the type to try to be the better person in all things. Truth is I'm going to be 21 on the 19th of May, sometimes I feel much older and sometimes I feel younger, it all just depends I guess. I'm not going to lie I'm young I make mistakes but show me someone who hasn't.. I will always try to right my wrongs and move forward and learn from my mistakes, and really that's all one can do.

well its getting late and i have some picking up to do..

Good Night
&
God Bless!

a trip down memory lane

The other day Wesley was fighting his nap like crazy so we put him in his seat and took him for a ride. I had no clue where we were but the scenery was pretty and relaxing, open fields, horses, cows and old run down barns and country roads. It was nice to be out and not know where i was for a little while just getting away and enjoying a ride in the jeep the sun was starting to go down on one side of us and the moon was starting to come up on the other it was beautiful out.
Well during the drive and seeing the horses it reminded me of a time when an old friend and I went with another old friend to ride her horse, well she was injured so we had to get her horse for her..we had no clue where they were so we just started watching in the pasture up hills and over to tree lines and all over the place we finally got to the top of the hill and found the horse well then the challenge was getting him down off the hill so we could ride him, when we finally got them down off the hill then it was like a game trying to catch that horse was a challenge thats for sure, that was my first experience with anything like that, but it was funny (not at the time) but once we finally got the horse none of us wanted to ride after all of that.
good times, good times.
Thats one thing I will say, I have had some good times here, whether they have lasted or not. I have had many memorable moments and many learning experiences while we have been here.

thats all for now!!


God Bless!

an army crawler

Baby Wesley has started army crawling, that same day he started seeing what all he could get in to. Lets just say he wasn't happy when somethings were taken out of reach. We have a fish tank in our living room he absolutely loves to lay on the floor and watch the fishies or sometimes i will hold him in front of the tank and he will try to get grab them as they swim by the front of the glass. Hes also in a mimicking stage where he wants to do everything you do. I snap my fingers then he tries to snap his fingers. we shake our head at him and he shakes his head back at us. He is also learning to wave bye bye! And hes already starting to try to pull himself up on things. Hes just too smart for his own good! Hes a goofy little guy!! We've been mixing up his foods a little to see what things he likes and doesnt like, we stick with one kind a week. The only food he doesnt really seem to care for is his carrots, but the others he does great with, and he loves mashed potatoes. Hes definitely a growing little boy! Two days ago my baby boy turned six months, it most definitely does not seem like I had him 6 months ago, he has grown and changed sooo much its unbelievable!! 

Gosh i just love him so much!! 

well its time to feed my little ham so he can watch WWE with his daddy! 

Til next time!! 

God Bless! 

date night

Yesterday our friend Ciarra and her husband watched Wesley for us for just about he whole day. We took him over to their house at 10:30, Rob stayed for a little while then left because he had to take his buddy to pick up a car somewhere. I stayed til about 12:15 then left to get pictures done, which lasted til four because the photographer did my hair and make-up also, which was a neat experiences. Rob and I then had a date night consisting of dinner and a movie, we went to dinner at Ruby Tuesdays then went to see the movie MAMA. Multiple times during the movie we asked each other if we should just leave and pick Wesley up and go home, but we ended up staying for the whole thing and regretting it after, it definitely wasn't as good as we thought it would be. When we picked up baby Wesley he was sound asleep. They did an amazing job with him and since i was there a little bit I got to see how they were with him wish made leaving him easier, that was our first date night and my first day away from my baby! It also helped that she sent me pictures and updates!! It was nice it get out just the hubby and I we most definitely needed it, not that Wesley is a crazy child or anything he barely gives us any trouble at all but we needed it for us. Im glad we did it!


Time to do Laundry.

Gob Bless!

updates

Its been a while since I've blogged, i was going to go threw and put in everything i missed, but that would take me for ever. So i thought id just do updates in this one.

Life as changed that's for sure. My little man will be 6 months in a week and one day, i cant believe he is already that old, hes growing way to fast! We found out we will be going back home sooner than we thought - well Wesley and I will be at least, hubby got Korea orders again for a year. We've done it before but I think this time it will be harder with us having a baby and being married this time around. But we will get to be with family again and they can watch our little man grow!! We will be celebrating his first birthday about 2 months early so that daddy can be there also!

Babyboys six month checkup is next month and if they still hear his murmur then they said they will get him another apt to get it checked out just to make sure they don't see anything this time around! He sure is growing soo fast, he has recently started to army crawl, i love it..the cutest thing ever! He eats his baby food really well we get him stage 21/2 (textured baby food) he seems to eat it better. He has made two new friends recently Mason and Jack. Both boys that I have babysat. He sure gets a lot of attention and loves ever bit of it!! (he definitely gets that from his daddy!!) I honestly could not have asked for a better baby, this little guy is amazing he isn't fussy and loves to cuddle such a sweet heart! I would be lost without my baby and his daddy, they are great!!

Yesterday was baby Wesley's first valentines day, we got him a stuffed puppy with a red bow, I wish it could have been the real deal but we'll save that for when he can understand and really get excited about it!!

We recently did our taxes and hope to pay off a lot of bills and build our credit a little more so we can get a house when we go home so Rob has a home to go back to when he gets out of Korea  We have already found a few that we like, and they are very realistic in price and size for us, so we shall see, its in a couple more months so we'll see whats on the market then, and hopefully actually be able to go look at them!

well little man is getting sleepy and hes not feeling the best so its time to go and take care of him!

God Bless!!