my sister

Tomorrow my sister will be here, and i am so glad! i feel like the reason ive been so blah may be because i was missing home or it just may have been the gloomy whether. but lately its been rather nice, sunny and semi warm. lol. at least warmer than it was before! im not sure what all we will do while tabby is here, but no matter what it is i know we will have fun!! of course i wish my mom and sierra and david were going to be here as well, but hey ill take what i can get!! Since tabby will be here from the second to the 7th i believe, that means she gets to go my second ob apt with us! I get a physical and we get to hear the babies heart beat! i am so crazy excited and i know that is something that both rob and tab will enjoy being able to hear as well!!! I am hoping we can get a good recording of it!! So pretty much this next week should be a pretty good time!!

God Bless!!

id rather be

Today, NO this week has been dragging on! Well not only that, but its also been a rather gloomy, rainy week and its put me in a funk! And ill be the first one to tell you no one likes being in a funk! Its rather depressing like outside! And i would much rather be outside in the sun FISHING, yep i said it, id rather be fishing! Which honestly before coming here if someone would have handed me a fishing pole i never would have known what to do with it, if it weren't for a couple we use to hang out with getting us to go fish with them. Our husbands went off and fished in there own little area and Melissa taught me how to fish, she even gave me her red fishing pole when she bought a pink one! I mean im sure rob would have taught me eventually, but he didnt expect me to enjoy it so much! But i did, i think its relaxing and a way to get away from the world for a little while, its kinda like cleaning when your mad- its your get away from the situation and by the time your finished your no longer mad! I like to do outdoor activities, not only sports (softball) but other things too, a few things i got do experience last year were, riding a horse i enjoyed that even though the thought of being on that big horse and it just throwing me off was quite scary, i still did it! And fishing, i was nervous because i didnt want to do it wrong or look stupid while doing it. And walking all throughout a pasture looking for the horse and when we finally caught it i no longer had the energy to do much else. And playing on a military wives softball team (more drama than i could take!).  We walked through Dunbar Cave many many times! Being outside and enjoying nature is just so relaxing, i love it! I just really wish the gloomy rainy weather would go away so i could enjoy some of those things again!


Well its about time i get off here and finish getting around for work!

God bless!! 

somebody's hero

The other night my husband told me something that just completely melted my heart! We were laying on the couch and he looked at me and told me something i was not expecting at all, he said i was his hero. No one has ever told me that before. And I was honestly shocked to hear him say it, i figured he thought i was always nagging him and such. But to hear him tell me that i am his hero, it just meant the absolute world to me! I feel like that's exactly what i needed to hear! He gave me a few reasons for why he thought i was his hero, some of them being, that i am able to put up with him, that im strong, and that i can handle and put up with the army life, and that i am doing great and doing everything needed during the pregnancy. He told me i will be a great mom, which honestly i always thought i would be too....but now that i know its coming im like ahhh what if i mess up, what if i do something wrong!? So it felt really good to hear my husband say such things! And I know that rob will be the best dad hes so awesome with kids and i cant wait to see him with our own child! To see him interact and play and bond, its truly going to be a beautiful sight! It just felt so great to hear my best friend, my rock, my husband and my strength tell me that i am his hero, right now..there's no better feeling than that!

She's somebody's HERO <3

God Bless!

the haunted part2

I blogged back in November i believe about our creepy haunted apartment that we just cant wait to get out of! Well if that blog didnt convince you that this place is haunted then hopefully this does!

So the other night my husband was in the bedroom making the bed and watching his show. I was in the living room just finished watching mine, i turned off the tv along with the light beside the couch and was getting ready to head to bed.. when i noticed my non aggressive fish going after one another. So i was sitting on the couch watching the fish fight or play or whatever they may have been doing when all of a sudden it felt like something had placed like two fingers on my belly and whispered "Child" in my ear. All i could think of was "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!?" I was not in the room alone, moe my dog was in there with me, he was curled up by my feet so i know it was not him that touched my stomach and i for sure know it wasnt him that whispered the word "Child" in my ear!

So i went to bed not saying anything about it to my husband because i did not want to freak him out, i knew he needed some sleep for he had to get up early the next morning. I told him the next evening while we were sitting on the couch. He said that was very freaky and asked why i didnt tell him that night! Well duhhh i was freaking out, i didnt need him freaking out as well!

So needless to say We are ready to get out of this place!

Well ive got to go now!

God Bless!

baby love

Some times it is still hard for me to believe that there is a small little being growing inside of me! It amazes me! This is something i have always wanted, and that's to be a mother! People have asked me if i am excited, words can not describe how excited i am! I feel to be a mother that is the greatest gift of all. And I hope to be half the mother my mom is! She's great! My family and friends have all been amazingly supportive since i found out i was pregnant which makes it all better! Many have asked what i wish to have, i would like a girl and the hubby would like a boy (of course), but honestly it doesn't matter as long as the baby is healthy and happy...no matter if baby love is a boy or a girl, we will love him or her just the same! We are very excited for our next apt we get to hear the heart beat for the very first time! Our next apt is Feb 2nd at 10:30...well thats what it is as of now, we are working to change that due to the hubby not being able to get off work, and he most definitely wants to be there to hear the heart beat and of course i want him there! So hopefully it can be moved to a different time or day!

A quote i found!

- For the mother to be

i always knew that one day i would be a mother 

i always knew that in me love would surely grow 

and here you are, warm inside, growing and alive!  

baby baby your the one i dreamed about 

baby baby on your way to live a life of love! 

i dont know what to call you 

maybe...sarah, maybe....jack 

your a mystery in the making 

and i can hardly wait to meet you!

baby baby your the one i dreamed about 

baby baby on your way to live a life of love! 

Well just thought id share that for all you mother to be's out there, i know a few who are that read my blog! So congrats to you! 

Well its time to get ready for work!! 

God Bless! 

First apt.

Today Jan 6 2011 at 12:30 i had my first ob apt. They had me fill out papers and they went over all kinds of things with me. It was Very informational! My hubby couldn't go with me because he couldn't get out of work since they had an awards thing going on! So i had my good friend Alexis go with me, she definitely helped calm me down! I was a bit nervous, i wasn't sure what to expect! She and i walked around hoping to end up in the right place, we had no idea where we were going! We went to the waiting room where i filled out like 5 pages of questions. Then they took us in one room where then went over the papers i had filled out. They gave me a bag full of informational things, like a book talking about every week of pregnancy and what to expect during that week! They told me i was 6weeks and 3days pregnant! Then we went and waited in this waiting room type area, Where my husband showed up! I was happy to see that he was able to make it to part of my apt. After that we went into this small room to make an apt. They gave me Feb 2nd at 10:30 in the morning for my next visit! After that i had to go down to the lab and get some blood drawn! They took 7 tubes of blood! After Alexis and i went to see Alysa at work, we stood there and talked with her for a little while! All in all it was a good day!! I couldn't ask for better friends and family who have all been so very supportive through everything!


LOVE THIS SONG!

God Bless!