truth is,

I have come to realize that there are few people in this world you can trust. i have trust issues to begin with therefore it makes it hard to trust anyone, but there is a handful people that i trust completely , while others must earn it! I have also come to realize that a few friends from back home weren't my friends at all. Whether it was jealousy, envy, hatred, this i may never know. and honestly i dont care to. i may speak my mind to much when i shouldnt and i may be too quite when i need to speak, but thats who i am. i have always been told "stay true to you, and trust no one" i never knew how true that statement could be. also when becoming an army wife one of the first things i was told was, not to trust other army wives, and not to believe a word that others say unless i hear it from my husband himself. i have tried to do just that, when i hear something i ask my husband first because to me HE is the one i should be hearing it from in the first place. although i have found trust in a few other army wives, we hang out and we talk just about everyday. i know i could count on them for anything, others not so much.  truth is, it isnt just military wives you cant trust, its almost everyone in this world whose done you wrong, whose broke your heart, whose turned their back, whose walked away, whose given up, whose never there, whose stabbed you in the back, whose lied, whose cheated whose said wrong, whose done wrong, whose fake, who doesnt care. they must earn trust to receive trust.

truth is, i am thankful for the friends and family i have and can count on, for id be lost without them!

‎"It happens to everyone as they grow up ... you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories, but you find yourself moving."